Hiya lovelies,
So today I'm going to share with you a part of my life that probably doesn't belong on the internet being shared with you but I'm embracing it. The truth of the matter is I'm not a happy person a lot of the time. There are a large amount of days such as today where I do not want to get out of bed almost out of fear of what the day holds. It's now almost 7pm and I feel super drained although I've not done anything in the day.
I feel like there are constant expectations in life that you should either be super happy and bubbly or you're labelled as depressed, when that's not the case at all. Depression is a serious illness which means you constantly feel down or have low self worth and to me, a couple of days a week where I don't want to face the world is nothing in comparison. I think everyone should have days when they don't have to socialise and can focus on resting their mind and getting themselves up to top form.
In my honest opinion everyone is different, things affect people in different ways and that's what makes a human special. The way I live my life may make other people tut or think of me as lazy but at this moment in time I'm not going to go and set myself unrealistic goals that mean my good days are worse even are there are more of them.
I know this was a rambling post for today but I'm just sick of judgemental people. I apologise for the rant and I hope you enjoyed (probably not the right word) reading my point of view.
Thank you for reading,
Eleanor Rachel
xo
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